For You...

To the person whom I fell in love once,

                I never thought I’m giving you a letter. Umm... How do I start???  Do you still remember the time when we first met?  I think that was eight years ago when I became your seatmate. We had lots of fun. We chatted most of the time and afterwards, we became close friends. I learned more about you. I recalled the time that one of our classmates asked if I have a crush on you. I said no but the truth is yes. It’s kind of funny, right? But most of us are like that. As years pass by, we became distant. I don’t know the reason why but I still have a crush on you. Maybe, it doesn’t just easily go away. Last year when our friends asked if I can join them eat in a restaurant, I came along. I didn’t expect that you would be there too. I don’t know what I felt. I guess I was a kind of happy because it has been a long time since I saw you again. The first and the last time you texted me was when I was about to sleep but a message from you popped out into the screen of my cellphone. Suddenly, I was wide awake. You asked me a couple of questions a friend usually asks like “How are you?” and “How’s your school?”. Until you dropped on a question that states who was my crush. I thought about that subject. Plenty of people asked me that matter but I felt different when you asked it. I decided not to hide it anymore. I said the truth and you didn’t even believe me. And then I returned the question back to you, and you said you like somebody else. I was so frustrated that time but I can’t do anything. I admired you for seven years. That was the time I was determined to let go of my feelings. It was hard but still, I tried. I wonder what you are thinking right now. I don’t have any idea. I suppose it’s best if we can just be friends. Thanks for everything. I hope we can meet again.

Love,

Kallen